I've applied for so many jobs in the last few days that I'm actually getting giddy. It's so strange to write in that I have a Master's degree. A Master's! I'm the first in my family to have a Master's degree.
I wonder when the reality of not having a job will sink in. I'm trying not to worry, it's all in the hands of G-d and that sort of thing. But still, I'd feel a whole lot better if I could start working tomorrow.
The truth is, I have to learn how to behave without a deadline. I just gave up carry around my highlighters this week, to lighten my load. Because I don't have any more articles or textbooks to highlight anymore. I've been carting around murder novels as a way to transition to reading something other than required texts.
I remember when this all started. I had to learn how to read text books, and really dedicate myself to studying. Now that's all done. Except for the studying for the Registered Dietitian exam, which I will begin shortly.
Ah. A new day. A new life. Gonna miss my daily routine.
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